She Almost Hated You

Once... twice... thrice.... how many times should she forgive you?

She loved you with all her heart, gave you everything but you just broke her apart. Her time, she wasted all for you. You told her you love her but it wasn't true. You turned around and with no words to say, you left her alone... honey, you walked away. She cried for you all day long and at night she couldn't sleep, she wondered what went wrong. The lies you've said... the promises you've made... the tears she'd shed... the pain can't fade. 

One day you told her, "If you really love me, let me go... be happy for me... I'm sorry... I love you but I do love her more than you." Upon hearing those words, tears fell down from her eyes, she couldn't let go but she had no choice. 

After a while, you came back. You said you were sorry, "Please welcome me back."  She forgave you because she loves you so dearly. You told her you'll change, it sounded so clearly. Everyday you'll tell her, "I'll be with you forever." She didn't noticed that forever means never. The lies you've said... the promises you've made... the tears she'd shed... the pain can't fade. 

A tingling feeling in her she feels inside, whenever you're around... right there by her side. Your warm embrace had given a smile on her face. And a love so tender she wanted you to render. Your sweet voice...  your radiant smile... your gorgeous face... it all completed her day.

She thought she'll never wake up from that dream again but one day, she asked you to leave the other girl. You said, "I'm sorry, I can't... she had helped me and all I can give her is a longer relationship". She insisted but you just answered, "If you really love me, wait for me." She waited for you, again and again she forgave you, again and again you hurt her, again and again you broke her apart. The lies you've said... the promises you've made... the tears she'd shed... the pain can't fade. 

After sometime she wondered, "Do I really love him that's why I'm waiting for him? Or do I just need him? Or I'm just that stupid to believe in him?" This question wasn't answered and she continued waiting. All day.. all night... she waited... waited for the answers... waited for you... 


Until one day... you said, "I won't be coming back... I'm sorry..." Again you had hurt her... never did you noticed that she loved you so much. The lies you've said... the promises you've made... the tears she'd shed... I think the pain WON'T fade.

Before she leaves, she wants you to know... she's happy for you; she's happy for you two. Just one wish from her: "Please... please don't ever come back... 'coz if ever you would... if ever you have plans to... I don't know what to do. I'm not even sure if I'll welcome you back. 'Coz for all those times, it was just now that I had realized... I had wasted my time on you." 

It was surely a challenge for her to be in loved with that guy (if she was really in loved with him) ...

"No one said love would be easy they just said it would be worth it in the end"

She Almost Hated You by Lady Shaira 'Shai' M. Abuan is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Based on a work at www.shaimemylifeandyou.blogspot.com.